h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

October 11th, 2003

"In my defence what is there to say
All the mistakes we made must be faced today
It's not easy now knowing where to start
While the world we love tears itself apart"


Ok, I think it’s time to write a little summary of what is going on in my life right now. Although, I feel really confused, and it might be hard to write about it, I’ll still try to put my thought together. First of all, this week was an exam week, very, very stressful (for me). Today is Saturday, and I’m taking this weekend off… It is hard to get rid of the stress… maybe that’s why I’m trying to go to the gym whenever I get time to do so. Now, FENCING – is just what I needed. It turned out that my “obsession” about it was real, the more I do it the more I want to do it. It gets hard though…. The day before yesterday my muscles actually started to hurt (it’s weird because I’ve been doing it for some time now). So, my reaction was to go to the gym and exercise even more. It’s probably dumb… but that’s the only way I can keep myself from being depressed. The other news concerning fencing is that they want me on the team earlier, which is also weird, because I don’t even use the weapon yet.
Weekends – always pleasant, yet, I feel sad. All my friends are gone and there is nothing much to do. I go for a walk around the campus every Saturday and Sunday morning. It helps me to sort stuff out. Sometimes I wonder if I’m going crazy… talking to myself, thinking about supernatural things and wondering if there is more out there… and if yes, what it might be.