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Heimdall (who used to be Spread Your Wings)

Ok, there are so many things going on in my life right now so it is really hard to start somewhere or ever remember everything. I haven’t been here for some time, but that doesn’t mean that I stopped writing, I’ve been writing a lot… I guess now is a good time to type it here.

11 September 2003

It’s a perfect day
Clear skies, fresh air
Where are you going
Calling of the bells from a distant church
It’s six o’clock
Small creatures – ants. With their huge empire. Those monsters – human beings, ruining everything.
A guy talking on the phone… sadness.

The world is passing me by, I’m still, waiting… waiting for so long that it doesn’t matter any more. My mind is clear. Everyone goes somewhere always in a hurry, always late.

Walking, walking alone. Looking at the people. Am I supposed to be here? Feeling that I’m not from this world. Everything becomes so strange, so alien. The trees are weird, the grass is not what it “should” be.

Today is 9/11

So, here I am, writing again… hoping that something good will happen (nothing happens). People are wrong, they become wrong in early age, and then most of them don’t change back. I am wrong, and therefore I should be not! Is it possible to change yourself? Probably not… at least not on purpose… the realization comes unconsciously.

The ocean shore, the stone floor…
The library smells like books, you pass it by and it still smells like books all around. It lures you in, you want to read… books, stories, books… pages, words… millions of lives…

And Now About Something Completely Different: Geese

Geese, I wonder what they are thinking. What are they talking about. So many of them gathering in the pond, like a bunch of school kids before a field-trip… but it’s real. They are going to Canada for the winter, that’s their home. The strangest feeling. The geese just flew over my head. In a flock, in a perfect triangle talking about something.


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