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A little self loathing
Skullock Started conversation Nov 1, 2008
This last week my life has been consumed with a particularly high level of appathy and sothfluness. I've been letting a lot of things slip between the crack. School work, work, relationships,God I've allowed all of these be replaced with surfing the internet and playing video games. Why?
I think part of it has to do with fear. I'm not entirely certain of my future. My time as an undergrad comes to a close, next I'm off to uncertain destinations. I think that this uncertainty has cause me to fear my future and thus avoid it. If I don't work towards preparing myself for the future then I won't need to face it. Or so my subconciousness tells me.
As my wonderful wife has expressed to me, in not so subtle a way, this is a horrid way to proceed. Several events in my life have awaken me to this. A note from a boss, a conversation with my wife, and a sublte sense of selfloathing.
I have not been living in a way honorable to my wife nor in the least to my Lord. I hate myself for it and I'm seeking to alter this.
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