I think i'm gay.
Created | Updated May 31, 2002
As a lad growing up the thought and talk of gay people always repulsed me. The right thing for a normal lad would be to get girl friends.
Over the years I have had numorous girlfriends which I enjoyed. Even at the moment I am in love which my latest girlfriend. But for quite a few months I have not been repulsed or shameful of looking at gay people thinking about actual sex. In a way it actually started to appeal to me.
A friend and I discust the subject and he said he wouldnt mind trying but my feelings sometimes run deeper. I feel attracted to some men not loads just a few even though I have a gorgeous girlfriend as well.
I don't know I'll see what happens eh' wish me luck.
Over the years I have had numorous girlfriends which I enjoyed. Even at the moment I am in love which my latest girlfriend. But for quite a few months I have not been repulsed or shameful of looking at gay people thinking about actual sex. In a way it actually started to appeal to me.
A friend and I discust the subject and he said he wouldnt mind trying but my feelings sometimes run deeper. I feel attracted to some men not loads just a few even though I have a gorgeous girlfriend as well.
I don't know I'll see what happens eh' wish me luck.
