Court Case Diary

If i dont harm i will not cope.

Ill panic and cry, drink and smoke.

Ill remember what must be forgotten,

And end up with my soul shattered and broken.

If i do harm ill feel the release,

Calm and collected; finally some peace.

Ill be punished for all i have done.

Karma satisfied, a new chance begun.

If i dont harm ill be set free.

This addiction is destroying me.

Friends and family worries relieved

And ill be able to wear short sleeves.

I am weak so give in to the knife.

Each scar is a victory for life.

Its blood i cry instead of tears

And ill live in this hell for years.