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I'm a contradiction

Post 1

~*}Black Angel{*~

I hurt



I hate you all, you're pathetic



I'm lonely



I miss you all, I'm pathetic



I hate myself



None of you understand, none of you know me



I dont know you



You know me too well



I'm unclean, a libertine

And every time you vent your spleen

I seem to lose the power of speech

You're slipping slowly from my reach

You grow me like an evergreen

You've never seen the lonely me at all



Without you I'm nothing


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Post 2

Scandrea

Charlie, you OK?


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Post 3

Cal - interim high priest of the Church of the Holy Tail

whats it from?


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Post 4

Reefgirl (Brunel Baby)

Charlie, you know where I am if you need to vent a spleen, I won't take it personally


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Post 5

~*}Black Angel{*~

The end bits placebo surprisingly. Then rest is just me


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Post 6

Cal - interim high priest of the Church of the Holy Tail

smiley - cheerup Here have a loo brush

I find cleaning out the loo, makes you think about all the happy things in life


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Post 7

~*}Black Angel{*~

Whatever floats your boat


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Post 8

Cal - interim high priest of the Church of the Holy Tail

Nope never tried to float a boat in there, I think it maybe a tad to small


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Post 9

Jackruss a Grand Master of Tea and Toast, Keeper of the comfy chair, who is spending a year dead for tax reasons! DNA!

that depends on the size of the "boat" if you get my drift



smiley - smiley


RJR


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Post 10

Lady Pennywhistle - Back with a vengeance! [for a certain, limited value of Vengeance; actual amounts of Vengeance may vary]

Charlie... smiley - cuddleNo, we don't know you. I don't, at least. Doesn't mean we (I) don't care. smiley - cheerup


Actually, 'smiley - cheerup' is never very helpful, I guess - it never helps, when you feel bad, to be told that you shouldn't.

But within my limits of words&pixels, it's all I can do.

smiley - hug


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Post 11

Scandrea

Go ahead and vent- we'll be your friends when you're done smiley - hug


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Post 12

~*}Black Angel{*~

thanks, but there are some things about me I think you'd all rather not know


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Post 13

Lady Pennywhistle - Back with a vengeance! [for a certain, limited value of Vengeance; actual amounts of Vengeance may vary]

Maybe... even though people's reactions can surprise you. People can empathic about things you were sure they would despise.


But you do not have to say anything you don't want to. smiley - smileysmiley - hug


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Post 14

Flamestrike

Charlie,

I have heard a lot about you (and would not be surprised if you only told me more than 10% of what there is about you)... I still chat with ya, text and I would e-mail if you wanted me to as well...

Unless you have been out there raping, murdering and pillaging on a large scale I doubt there is much you can say that will have us all turning round and saying we do not want to know you...


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Post 15

~*}Black Angel{*~

maybe


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Post 16

Flamestrike

But maybe not... smiley - smileysmiley - hug


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Post 17

Cal - interim high priest of the Church of the Holy Tail

I agree with FS


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Post 18

Reefgirl (Brunel Baby)

So do I


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Post 19

Spacecadet Jack (Supreme Commander in Cheif) [Major]

smiley - cuddle its not your fault, you're a bloke we're all the mistake women were made to correct smiley - winkeye


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Post 20

manson_rocks - When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed.

*wanders in with a friendly cuddle*


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