h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I'm hungry. I've been eating hecticly for a week now, don't know why, and even when I'm not hungry- I want to eat.
Also, we're in the middle of a vicious heat wave here and my allergies are rocking and rolling. Lovely...
But life's generally ok. Had a fun weekend of sleep, food, laundry and some more sleep and food. I like it!

Sounds like fun. It's cold and rainy here. Two days ago it was around, like, 80F. Now it's about 60F. And, it's raining misserably.

Still hot.

Weather's been getting better. It was really damn cold last Friday. I went to out to this sea-side restaurant with my girlfriend... We froze our butts off. It was fun, but we broke up this past Sunday... Breaking up hurts...

Oh.

How are you?

I've been better. Still don't know what to think or feel or do with myself now.... Eh.

You have a monkey?

You've noticed.
Virtual one.
Don't do anything. Let it go through you. You don't have to do or feel anything.

Yeah.

Yeah?
That bad, eh?

It was my longest lasting relationship. Now, she needs space. It's supposed to be a temporary break-up. I don't know what to think about that.

Do you think it really is temporary? Maybe she's got cold feet for being in such a long relationship. Maybe it's her way to see if you want to commit.

I don't know. I want to commit. I mean that's the way I thought of the relationship from the moment it got serious. I talked to her and told her that I wanted to be there for her. She told me that she felt like I was trying to pull her in and that made her feel like running away even more. I guess all I can do is let her go and see what happens...

Pull her in to what?
I don't understand.
Didn't she get serious with you in order to get further on?
How are you now?

Yeah she did. I don't know what's goning on anymore. I'm doing better.

Doing better- that's good.
I was worried you'd let yourself sink into it... which I find necessary, but not too healthy.
Um... I guess me asking you to dig into this isn't such a great idea, it's just that the average female way of thinking really drives me nuts sometimes. It's like men think in lines and women- in circles.
Anyway... I won't get you any deeper than you are.
Unless you want to?

Women drive me crazy. All of you are nuts! I mean most of you are nuts. I'm doing good now. I think things have pretty much blown over. I guess she just had way too much on her plate as far as work and school go. We're both ok with things now.

OK as in back or OK as in we can live without eachother?
I'm not nuts...
I think.

Hehehe. I didn't mean you're nuts. You've helped me more than you know.

Well, we were back together. Now we're off agian. God, she's broken my heart three times. It never gets any easier. It really doesn't. I'm not going back. I tried everything to keep us together. I didn't deserve this last time.

What happened? Do you want to tell me by email?
Helped? Me? How??