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HonestIago Started conversation Oct 26, 2003
Hey, haven't been around here in a while so I thought I'd say hi. Still waiting on Danny, but a good friend gave me some sage advice which I'm probably gonna take. Mat (my friend) said I have to judge which is more important; the friendship or a possible relationship because chances are if we cross that line we can't go back. If Danny feels the same way about me as I feel about him then great but I don't think he does. The freindship would be cool anyway because most of what I feel for him is emotional and could be fulfilled by a good friendship. Although Danny is very gorgeous the sexual side of things doesn't feel that important. If only I could get in touch with him to tell him this!
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Rudolph Posted Oct 27, 2003
hello. i've not been on much lately, either. illness! i'm still recovering now.
staying friends seems like a good idea, if that's what you want.
soooo, what else is going on in your life? or is it all about danny?
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HonestIago Posted Oct 27, 2003
Not all of it is about Danny, there's other thinks like sleeping but pretty much yeah. I ran into him at the bus-stop and he could barely make eye contact which kinda sucked. I'm going home at Halloween, first time in nearly 3 months, so that should be pretty cool. Got my costume all sorted, I'm gonna be a vampire.
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Rudolph Posted Oct 29, 2003
oh, you should so go as Buffy!!! i don't know what i'm going to be this year. last year i was an evil fairy/witch type character.
and this place fooked up yesterday morning. i typed in a nice reply, tried to post it and it said i wasn't logged in. but i was, the top said i was, but they couldn't fine me... it was weird. it best work today.
we had a fire drill at 7am yesterday. and i was naked. it wasn't fun. i really hate this university. tra la la.
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HonestIago Posted Oct 29, 2003
A similar thing happened at a friends residence today. She was less than pleased. I was speaking to Gareth just now and the reason Danny wouldn't make eye-contact is because he's really angry with me over what happened with Adam. Suddenly the moral high ground seems worthless. I also found out he doesn't feel the same way about me, which is fine - unrequited love happens but because of the Adam thing I don't think Danny's gonna speak to me again. I feel so low, I just wanna cry because I've f****d up such a good friendship. i don't know what to do to make myself feel better I think I'm just gonna mope in my room and eat lots of crap food.
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Rudolph Posted Oct 29, 2003
awww. don't cry. but moping is ok... if you have ice cream and someone to mope with is always good. i'm sorry. *hug*
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HonestIago Posted Oct 29, 2003
I've been funneling into more productive works, I now have two shiny and fully fixed bikes and a clean room. Still feel very low though. It's such a cliche, it feels like no pain has felt before and yet I know everyone goes through it - I don't know if it helps knowing this. I think I'm expecting too much of myself, I'm just gonna wait these feelings out, the world can go on hold for a few days until I'm ready to face it with a smile again. There needs to be a sad but putting brave face on smiley
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Rudolph Posted Oct 31, 2003
awww. it'll get better. it has too.
if not, hit yourself on the fot with a stick for a while. at least you'll feel better when you stop
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HonestIago Posted Nov 3, 2003
Went home for the weekend, it gave me some space, physical and mental. Glad to be back in Manchester now, when I left here on Thursday I didn't think I'd want to return
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HonestIago Posted Nov 3, 2003
Liverpool, only an hours train ride but it feels half a world away sometimes. I caught up with some old friends and I took my little sister to the funfair, it was good, it did me a world of good.
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HonestIago Posted Nov 4, 2003
I'm the good kind - promise! What part of this sceptered isle are you from? Are you truly from Lapland cos that'd be cool
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Rudolph Posted Nov 5, 2003
unfortunatley not. i live in Leicester (it's in the middle) ...no one ever kows where Leicester is.
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HonestIago Posted Nov 6, 2003
I'm a bit of a geography freak so I know where Leicester is. I don't know why I'm proud of that...
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