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Posted Mar 8, 2003
It's just gone three oclock, it's raining and I am fed up.
I have been to the gym, but had to come out as I was ill. :O(
Went to the shopping centre for some retail therapy but had to come home as my sister was with me and was in a mood and did not want to be there.
I have sat here, by the PC, and the new neighbours are banging and crashing through walls, by the sounds of it, they are drilling for England and the plaster is cracking on our ceiling!
I want to go out, but dont know if I dare with this dicky stomach I have.
I intend to be in a better mood for my next entry, just needed somone to talk to.
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Latest reply: Mar 8, 2003
Gym
Posted Feb 22, 2003
peteY, you would be proud of me.
I have been to the gym every day since Monday and am going again in a minute, well an hour, and will be going tomorrow as well.
I got my drive back
I am sat here, having eaten a small steak and chips. (oops) craving chocolate! This is bad, but I am focusing on my gym visit and trying to picture myself slim and beautiful.
I have only had 2 flap jacks since Monday too. (I think).
It's back to work for me on Monday, thank goodness. I get soooooo bored when we are on half term. At least when I am a real teacher I will have tons of marking and stuff to do over the hols.
Chocolate craving is passing now.
aManda out
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Latest reply: Feb 22, 2003
Is it me?
Posted Feb 22, 2003
I think I am going mad.
I thought I understood someone, and what they had said to me, but obviously not.
Now I have a wedding reception to go to on my own. The bride is an old friend, a good friend, whom I have not seen in many years. I do not know her family, or her new friends, or anyone else who will be there this evening.
I will feel isolated and alone.
I had someone to go with, but they have other things to do and I am now all alone. This friend was the only person I am still in contact with that knew the bride as well.
My other friends do not know her at all.
Maybe it is me.
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Latest reply: Feb 22, 2003
Friendship
Posted Feb 21, 2003
What is friendship?
What makes a good friend?
Is there such thing as a bad friend?
I try to be a good person, yet one particular 'friend' winds me up and gets wound up by me.
Is it me? Am I wrong to expect space? Freedom to do things with other friends, and not them sometimes?
If I dont call for 2 days, why am I bad?
*sigh*
I have some really really good friends, lots of them.
Some particularly close friends who know how I tick and see the world in a similar way I do.
They do the same sort of job and have similar outlooks. I love them to bits and do not know what I would do without them.
Then there is this friend, whom I care for and want to see happy, but feel continusouly inadequate for and sorry for in a way. I obviously have more friends than they do, and am not in need of as much attention as they obviously are. I get annoyed quickly by them, and then start to dislike them. What do I do? I can not abandon them.
Thank You for listening.
aManda
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Latest reply: Feb 21, 2003
Dieting argh!
Posted Feb 19, 2003
Good Morning.
I have started back at the gym and am getting in the swing of having milkshakes for brekkie. The prob is by lunchtime I am craving stuff.
Anyone got any idea's?
I might get another boatload of fruit today and just eat it all. OH, and carrots, I like raw carrots as well.
I am out tonight with mates and out tomorrow for a meal. it's italian, is this good or bad?
aManda
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Latest reply: Feb 19, 2003
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