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Please can't we sort it out a very little bit?

Post 1

Effers;England.


Yes another message.

I'm really worried about you a lot of the time that this situation of our falling out is affecting you. You hardly post.

It certainly is me. I would not get so mood swingy and snappy if it was sorted between us. That's half the problem. And this zero communication.

it's badly affecting me.

And very seriously half my worry is for you...and I can't tell you directly. But I am now. I know h2g2 is important to you. I'm not going to be pestering you every 5 minutes..don't worry about that. I *will* respect that you need time.

just some sort of message to say you're not wanting to talk to me now about what happened..but we can both relax a bit because some sort of communication is again established?

You may well disconnect again I know. And/or ignore.


Please can't we sort it out a very little bit?

Post 2

Effers;England.


BTW whenever you feel like it you are very welcome to join any discussions on my space.

This NOT to make you feel in the least pressurised..it might take months.

But I wanted you to know you are welcome because I'm friends with some very nice people, and I care about you.

But its nice for you to know that.

And smiley - snork I won't do this stupid serial posting anymore..promise.


Please can't we sort it out a very little bit?

Post 3

Effers;England.


I know I made that hollow promise about not serial posting. But you I'm full of good intentions. And that wasn't a promise about what in life really counts.

You're probably aware of recent kerfuffle. But I'm trying to deal with it in real life now.

And i'm determined to be optimistic about noohootoo smiley - laugh

I miss you so much as a friend. Well you are my friend..you know what I mean.

No pressure smiley - snork Oh come on sense of humour was always our strong point.. Christ please don't disconnect this. I'm off again for more jet fighter films.

And i'll do my very best not to serial post smiley - winkeye

Maybe one fine day you'll reply. i'm an eternal optimist smiley - biggrin


Please can't we sort it out a very little bit?

Post 4

Effers;England.


Hopefully you'll continue to tolerate me posting here because I'll be polite and sometimes humorous.

I've made an absolutely huge effort to confront what I did both in terms of my own behaviour and the effect on you. I hope you see that.

But I keep noticing on h2g2 that the moment I post on a thread you no longer post. that is your choice of course.

But i find it quite disheartening.

it's not like I'm going to force direct interaction at present. But i do notice it and it upsets me.

I hope you can accept me being honest with you in polite terms.

I am quite a vulnerable person in many ways. Communication helps me deal with that. So that's why I am posting here to you.


Please can't we sort it out a very little bit?

Post 5

Effers;England.


I've decided to disconnect from this. You give me zero encouragement for trying to confront really difficult things.

just always not posting as soon as I post. its intensely humiliating to come here because I hav e such good feelings towards you and you know it..and I get you doing your damndest to avoid me all the time.

I do have self respect. And it really pains me. But you just continue to punish me so horribly.

You could have written some small thing here.

You make me feel like an idiot for liking you so much.

And all this stupid serial posting of mine.

You take no risks. I take all the risks that's cos I like you. You must not like me then is my conclusion.


Please can't we sort it out a very little bit?

Post 6

Effers;England.


oh and this isn't an attack I like you just the same but I can't deal with this non communication thing. i just can't..its so hurtful for me.


Please can't we sort it out a very little bit?

Post 7

Effers;England.


okay you took a risk by the not disconnecting.

But you must know by now that I'm like a storm..it's not like I'm attacking you in a vicious way...but all this suddenly not posting if I post makes me feel like I'm some sort of horrible thing to be avoided at all costs. I'm NOT.

I'm really a good person and you know it. god do you think anhaga would be such friends with me?

Anyway I'm cross i hate feeling humiliated by a bloody kiwi

smiley - laugh


Please can't we sort it out a very little bit?

Post 8

Effers;England.


It's too much what you are doing to me.


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