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Possibly the worst day of my life.
Posted Dec 7, 2005
My husband has been cheating on me.
It has been going on for a number of years.
I am so very very relieved that the suspicions and heartache I have had have now been proved right. That may sound weird to some of you but the point is I was at my lowest point. And I thought it was all in my head.
But its not. I didn't have proof. But I got him to finally admit it and tell me everything.
Its vile.
Words cannot express the way I am feeling at the moment, I have so much information to process I don't know where to start.
So sorry for traumatising people with this unfeeling but weirdly informative journal but sad as it is you are my only lifeline at the moment. And I need to cling to something..
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Ok.... just to be original...
Posted Dec 2, 2005
so its not original, I stole it from Fords, who copied it from Serephina, who copied it from Milla....
So I'm stealing it for my own entertainment if you would like to answer a few questions... and remember anything you say may be used in evidence while torturing you at a later date 
1) have we met?
2) if so when and where?
3) the first thing you remember about me?
4) do we keep in touch? would you like to see more of each other? (or have the chance to meet?)
5) would you consider me an internet aquaintance, internet friend, buddy, friend, good/close friend, best friend, family, lover or not a 'friend' at all?
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Latest reply: Dec 2, 2005
03/10/05 - Happy Birthday George
Posted Oct 4, 2005
Always in our thoughts....
As you can see it was George's birthday yesterday, my mum was having his family over and setting off fireworks/having a BBQ. I went up there for the weekend but unfortunately I had to come home Sunday because H has school.
It was the first time H had seen George's grave because he didn't come to the funeral, we bought some potted plants and wrote happy birthday notes to George. H was very upset, it broke my heart to watch him cry and knowing apart from comforting him there was nothing I could do...
Anyway I hope you had a great birthday George whereever you celebrated it.
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Latest reply: Oct 4, 2005
Goodbye George.
Posted Aug 18, 2005
There comes a time in everyone's life when we lose someone close to us, for me it came far too soon in their life extremely unexpected and our loss for that reason is so much the harder to understand.
I have great faith in an afterlife and it comforts me to think he will be there, meeting up with loved ones and having fun while he waits for us to join him there.
One thing I also had a giggle about is that by now he will know that me and my friend Jo stole some of his 'Home grown treat' when we were 14 and had a wonderful weekend!
He loved Pink Floyd so I will share with you the last verse of a song we have chosen to play during the funeral next friday.
Brain Damage - By Pink Floyd.
And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear,
You shout and no-one seems to hear
And if the band you are in starts playing different tunes
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.
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Latest reply: Aug 18, 2005
Slightly Shrinking Heffer!
Posted Aug 9, 2005
I thought I would start this journal because I wanted to share how fabulous I'm feeling about shrinking!
My diet is hard work and thats all I'm prepared to say about it, but it is working and my previously tight clothes are quickly being disgarded in favour of a smaller size! 
I am now 1 stone (as of last week) lighter than I was before I started the diet, and a whopping 3 stone lighter than I was before I had my bundle of squidgyness!
I'm regularly being weighed on a Tuesday, so I will update this then! 
And for you smelly boy germ types, you may unsubscribe if talking about girly issues offends in any way! 
Here's to being a shadow of my former self soon!
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