h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I am Hushpaw

Here is a story about what happend to me.


Do you appreciate the moon as much as I do?<moon?
Can you talk telepathically with animals like I can?


I had one brother named Lakota, but since I am no longer a wolf,
I don't Know what happend to him or were he is at.

I really want to be back in my old body.

But none of us are crazy, and don't be ashamed.
We are who we are.
And yes the werewolf theories are true.

Even if you don't believe us it's true.
I am a wolf.
I got killed now I am stuck in human form.
My wolf name was Kuin.
My mother was a white wolf.
That's were I got my White fur from.

My brother looked just like my wolf father, he was black
with crimson eyes.

There are many of my kind still out there.
Even though I look more human , My spirit remains wolf.
My memory only comes back a little at a time.
I can still talk telepathic with animals.
And I still love the moon.

Oh and one more thing....

I am a Therianthrope.. We are individuals who experience a spiritual connection with other non- human animals. This connection can have many forms: some feel they have animal spirits as guides or guardians similar to native American beliefs, others feel they have lived out previous lives as the animal they feel connected to, still others remain unable to explain or define the connection but are certain it exists.



Motto:There are voices all around you, to comfort an to guide you.There are father's and,teacher's,powerfull creatures,and the voice that sings inside.We are one. Make the journey. If you want to know who you really are....

Hushpaw/Kuin,

I really don't have that much experience with spirituality. I know it intrigues me, but I was brought up in a way that really didn't encourage it. Not that it was strongly discouraged, it just wasn't talked about.

I feel a strong connection to the moon. I have recently moved to a city, so I hardly see the night sky anymore, but I know I used to seek it out, especially when it was full.

I also used to hear voices in my head. Could never make them out, just whispers. Anytime I could make something out, I'd think I probably made it up.

At the time I felt I was screaming in the physical world, all I had was science and reality. Reality was getting me down (It still does, there is so much wrong in society and so little right), and I felt science was narrow-minded by itself. It is possible I went mad for a while and imagined these things that I am telling you, but I know my thoughts at that time gave me strong opinions, beliefs if you will, that I still hold to now. These thoughts made me sit up and realize things about the world and society that I couldn't shake off if I wanted to. They gave me much less respect for humans, and higher respect for all other life forms.

I can't sign off without saying that I do want to find out if I went through a phase, or if I was chasing after something higher and more meaningful than anything the physical world can offer. If I was, I have simply put it on hold for a while, failing my search, and would gladly take the path again if I could perhaps see something anywhere along it.

~ Maewfannwr

*- Music is the speech of the soul, those who abuse music only offend their own soul -*

Maewfannwr, I never realised you felt this way...

Madness is just a label, don't forget. As long as you are finding the answers to the questions which help you in life, the questions which help you on your chosen path, which make you feel satisfied and quench whatever thirst it is that drives you, does it really matter if you label it "mad" or "abnormal"?


It's your life afteral, shouldn't you be the one to decide if it's "right" and "normal" for you?


Phases only last a few weeks, when you open up your mind to the things which you mentioned, you will spend the rest of your life trying to work out the answers. Keep in mind, the more you know the harder it gets, and harder you try to seek things the more hidden they may become! And the only way to find whatever it is you are seeking is to take the time and effort to research it, and never have a close mind to things, no matter how proposterous they might seem. There is a saying, which I like "Once you have removed everything which is absolutely not possible, what you have left, no matter how bizare, is the truth" (my version is probably slightly altered however)


Good luck on your path, wherever it leads you!


Peace,
Xelator