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Why is it that the boiled eggs on the salad bar in our works restaurent (sorry, club room!) have the taste, texture and consistency of cheese? How do they do this? They look like eggs, but are nigh on rock solid and, as I say, taste of cheese.

Most odd.

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Latest reply: Apr 25, 2003

giving up?

I really don't do these journal things. I mean, my private life is mine an all that, but sometimes I guess you just don't have anyone to whinge to and here is as good a place as any. Will probably want to delete this tomorrow for exposing too much about me , but hey!

So what do you do when someone who is a long term friend and more, someone you respect and , in some ways, envy for what they have acts in a way which will throw away that which they have and you don't, that you want. Acts in a way which causes huge hurt and suffering to another you hold dear and love? And yet acts as if there is no problem, as if they don't know what they are doing because they probably don't. When you are in a position where maybe you could say something, cos if you are going to lose a friend why not speak the truth, it might help things, it might not but you haven't anything to lose, but the one who has been hurt doesn;t want you to? When there are minors involved who are being hurt and could be damaged furhter. I dunno, I just wanna say ' how could you be so stupid?'. When the person involved is not acting like themselves, totally opposite to all they have ever stood for and expressed a belief in? How can people do this? Especially with minors involved. And what do I do when it goes t*ts up? Do I blame myself for not intervening even though I was told not to? Do I console myself that I did what I was asked (I was only following orders!) Do I divorce myself from the whole situation? Why do I have to feel others pain more strongly than my own? Or is it just life that people always let yu down. Oh there's sh*t loads more to this than I can say, this is a public forum after all and I wouldn;t want to post too much personal stuff, just venting really smiley - smiley
But damn it, why? Why can't people realise they have a problem and seek help? How can they hurt the one they love, have given so much to?
Ah damn it, too much beer, too much thinking, time for bed said zebedee!

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