Posted Apr 2, 2004
After months of being quiet, tired and boring, I am now posting in the Guide, enjoying work, and loving my family fully again! And just for realising that the maintenance ½ dose needs adjusting to a full dose from March to May.
But it is time to log off anyway, see you all another day...
Posted Mar 18, 2004
I will not accept that it's 20 years since I finished 'grundskolan' (would that be elementary school?)! Altho' considering our daughter is almost 10, it does make sense somehow...
Thing is, I got an invitation for a reunion party by some firm that makes money from organising things like these, and they sent me all the addresses of my old class mates.
And now I sit here. I don't want to go, because those were a couple of miserable years in my life. I came to the village and into the new class at the age of 12. At the age of 16 I was still the new one, an outsider, and not really someone who counted. And still, I am a little curious. Did any one of them get a good life? Maybe I just want to show them that the geek did it - I do have a lovely family and a decent career, which I happen to enjoy. How pathetic am I? Just go to brag? For the opportunity to sneer and reject everyone who I felt rejected me back then? Did they really reject me, or was it just indifference?
Oh well. I'll never know will I? Unless I go to the party. And end up as outside as I was then, alternatively with the fat guy with zits, in a corner, where noone else will come, because of the boredom factor...
Posted Mar 6, 2004
... that I hadn't posted since January. Haven't much to say today either, but at least I've got my new laptop home and installed, and managed to log in to H2G2
Posted Dec 26, 2003
A little deflated.
Christmas was not bad at all. Inlaws in the house for three days - went OK.
12 people for Christmas eve, made a guest appearance outside the window, but didn't come in... piles and piles of . Children satisfied - even the hardest one to please said this was the best x-mas.
So why am I a little low?
I just want to go to bed.
On H2G2 I lurk, but have nothing interesting to post in the conversations. Which makes me feel so boring. I feel lonely I guess, but have no reason, really.
Oh well. Time to pick up daugter from friends home, and then make some supper.
All better now!
Posted Nov 19, 2003
The vendor is co-operating, fixing errors, giving help that we hardly asked for but is very useful, and the new pre-release is so much better than the last one - work is a joy again!
And I won't have to travel until February!
And I sleep, I swim (and gain weight anyway, but it's probably muscle mass... or at least I like to believe so) and life is coming back in techincolor!
Well. At least I feel so much better than a few months ago...