Posted Oct 5, 2005
Sydney sydney sydney sydney sydney. There you go, search for that, Squiggly!!! Drugs? Me? Contraband? Never! You will not take away my catnip!!!!
Posted Oct 2, 2005
I'm tired...I'm not hungover, but I have that drained thing you get when you've been drinking...the object of my desire made out with a geek on ym sofa....in front of me...I'm tired...wait I mentioned that one...
on the plus side, I did get to stroke her legs...
Posted Sep 18, 2005
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12th September - good stuff, bad stuff
Posted Sep 12, 2005
It's been three weeks since I have talked to anyone on here. So much crap has happened since then. It can pretty much be divided into positive and negative.
pos: cornwall was great.
neg: I had to come home early because I was really homesick and not very well.
pos: erm...run out of positive stuff.
neg: now I sound like a moaner.
pos: oh well i've always been a moaner anyway.
neg: had a realy bad evening and went insane with a razor not long ago.
pos: I don't think all of it will scar.
neg: some of it will scar.
I think I have lost the will to live.
8th August - Depressed
Posted Aug 8, 2005
I put on a mask
You don’t see me smile
Just leave me be I’m happy how I am
With nothing pressed against my ribs
Drumming with a frenzied beat
Everything stops around me
The feeling goes
Drains from me taking my essence with it
I’m nothing empty
Broken and pressed into shape
Filling a square nest
I’m scared of living
Scared of life
Scared of never achieving anything
It comes at me with a knife