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Post 1

Mol - on the new tablet

Read your poem. Wish I could help.

smiley - kiss

smiley - cuddle


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Thank you. smiley - cuddle

It's all a bit strange really. She's very much saying that we're just friends and her feelings changed (and I do believe her) but some of the things she says and does don't make sense to me if she doesn't have some feelings for me. We've been arguing a lot recently about how we act towards each other and some of the things we've said. Even that is strange because it feels almost couply at times! Anyway, we met today after last night's blue and it was very much about sorting things out so we can be friends. I take her point on a lot of things but I don't think she appreciates how difficult it can be for me when I'm still in love with her. It doesn't excuse how I sometimes act but it's as if she thinks I can just turn it off or something. I asked her today why she wanted to be friends and she wasn't forthcoming, in fact I don't think she answered me, and she seems to get rather anxious at the hint that I may have to stop being her friend. Perhaps I'm just misreading everything.

I do try to smiley - cheerup every day but I can't change my feelings. smiley - ok


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Post 3

van-smeiter

smiley - hugsmiley - hugsmiley - hug

I wish *I* could help. Hope I can to some extent but you may need to tell me things like 'listen!', 'distract me!' 'advise!'. (The French imperative is so much better, don't you think?) Hope you know what I mean.

smiley - cheerup


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Post 4

Mol - on the new tablet

I just needed a shoulder to cry on, mostly; I'd spent all afternoon holding it in. And not to be booing in front of the kids (or ma and pa, don't know what I'd have done if they'd been at home).

DH still doesn't think there's a problem smiley - erm, and he thought the email row was quite funny. He said he knew as soon as he claimed to have been spending the time sorting out my shed and the garden (ie instead of doing the bathroom), I would get straight back to him with the actual dates he did those things. So on top of everything else I'm obviously becoming predictable.

Thank you for the big hugs, they really help.

smiley - kiss


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Post 5

van-smeiter

I think I've realised why I get so impatient about her- every second I'm not with her is a second longer on this planet without her. Still, I've got a hell of a lot of seconds left without her now.

I just wish she'd talk to me smiley - sadface


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