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Created | Updated Jun 27, 2007
The mixed emotions that I feel
I’m afraid of them, for they’re so real
The constriction from them is binding me
The tension between joy and misery
Never sure, never knowing
Where this life of mine is going
The struggle continues day by day
Inside me, I’m aware I may have lost my way
I think I know the answers to the question “why”
It’s the answers that cause me to cry
When I’m this sad, I can’t even dream
Dreams can make it harder, or so it would seem
The trouble is, I just don’t know
What to hold onto and what to let go
When each night comes I’m still alone
With no one to love me and call me their own
I wake to a dawn of another day
With surrounding silence and nothing to say
Just another solitary day