h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Strange... for such a supportive and caring community, nobody's made any comment about whether I should stay alive or not. I guess I'm just the only one who reads my journal.

Just for the record; I'm still here.
I don't know why though - probably something to do with the fact that I've just found another couple of ways of distracting myself from existence.

...

I can do a bit of contact juggling, now.

yay me.

Mnahh!!!
I'm so sorry, I've been so busy.

I for one want you to stay alive and I'm quite sure I'm not the only one.
With regards to feeling s**t, it's not gonna stick around forever. Maybe it seems like it already has done.. maybe you think it always will, but... It isn't going to. Take it from me.
I would explain why I say "take it from me" but I don't think explaining how sh***y my life has been will make you feel any better. But notice that I'm alright now.
There will be better days, I promise.


I have to go now - time for school and I'm already late. I'll send you another message later.


We care.

She's right.

I've read all your journal entries, and I care.

"It will get better."
Really? Why should I believe that? I understand that your life has been s****y but got better, and I'm glad for that. But if doesn't necessarily follow that mine will too.
The best I can do is try to improve my own life as much as I can, wait, and hope. And I'm sick of that, because it hasn't make a *%$&* of difference so far.

Thank you both for saying that you care, though.
Even if it's because you enjoy my 'company', and are selfish enough to want to keep it. (No, that's not a bad thing.)

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Because the only reason for which you'd give up hope of it doing so would be because it was either so good it was unlikely to or it was really really bad.

And if life's really really bad, the chances of it getting even /badder/ are very slim indeed. The chances of it getting better, however, are good, because it has far more scope for doing so.

You're right. I've been through more s**t than most people have to put up with in a lifetime, and I've come through it.

If you've got hope, you'll get through it. If you've got friends, you'll get through it. If you've got love, you'll get through it. You've got all 3, hon.

I do like your company, very much!

I also want to make sure you're ok, because I'm friendly like that and you're a good friend! *more s*

I like your company, I like you, you're a friend, I care about you! I don't want you to suffer!

Man, lesson bell.
I have to go.
I'll post a longer reply later.
Take care of yourself, please.
We love you.