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Same shit, different day.
Posted Mar 24, 2009
[December 2, 2008]
Still haven't recovered from fever 2 days ago, but still had to do work.
[December 3, 2008]
Sis spilled strawberry juice into the kitchen sink basin but Mom accused me of spilling rose syrup. Mom sprayed the whole bedroom with aerosol - with our drinking water still inside the room!
[December 9, 2008]
Cleaned the cat's litter boxes, washed the dishes, moped the living room floor, bought Nestum... and Mom says that all I did was sleep.
[December 19, 2008]
Mom says I'm useless – she says I'm shit! She says that I'm the most useless one in the family, forgetting Sis who NEVER does ANY work.
[December 21, 2008]
Some stupid cat dropped a picture frame, but Mom believed that it was me! She called me a liar and wishes that I'll die.
[December 22, 2008]
Mom started a conversation with me, made a mistake, got angry, then scolded and cursed me to die instead!
[January 1, 2009]
Mom's New Year Wish – for me to DIE!
[January 5, 2009]
Carrie picked up little Bobby, carried him to the top floor – and dropped him! I told Mom what happened, but she made up her own story! She said I put Bobby up there in the first place!
[January 6, 2009]
Mom and Sis complained to Pop about the Cheesey Wedges, but Pop got angry at me instead! He accused me of intentionally not finding the food so that he gets scolded!
[January 14, 2009]
When Mom said to me, “You ARE a scapegoat!” it means that she's confessing to the fact that she uses me as a scapegoat. She also said, “I regret bringing you to this world.”
[January 23, 2009]
Sis took out my diary, gave it to mom, and mom tore it to shreds.
[March 24, 2009]
Mom wished me to die for the 498th time. 
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My Diary so far...
Posted Aug 27, 2007
Since this is MY journal, then I MUST be allowed to use it as my DIARY. If not, what use is it for?
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03-09(Sep)-2004 Friday
Mom is grumpy all day long. She wouldn't listen to anything I say, and forbade me to say anything at all. She has denied me the freedom of speech and thought. She thinks she knows everything and says that I know nothing. If I am human then why is she treating me like a hated animal?
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16-09(Sep)-2004 Thursday
Pop came back from his trip to Labuan, which he never informed us until the end. Less than a minute after entering our house and he's already yipping and yapping at me. Mom scolded me for putting out the frozen chicken and nuggets when she didn't even say anything about sausages. I said sometimes her mouth works without her brain, which is true, and she hit me with the clothes hanger! Pathetic humans, always relying on unnatural weapons to hurt others.
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07-10(Oct)-2004 Thursday
I have finally found out the truth! My mother hates me…. so I hate her!! She broke my heart…. & SHE SHALL PAY DEARLY!!!! The Angel…. shall CHANGE.
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20-10(Oct)-2004 Wednesday
Mom and sis are so selfish, stingy, cold-hearted and stupid. Why ask for things they won't use and share/give to others? I may smell a bit but at least I'm not as foul smelling as their rotten hearts!
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10-02(Feb)-2005 Thursday
'Human beings are the only creatures who abuse their young.' My parents are very good examples. What kind of mother points a knife at her own child? What kind of father would just let his children get harmed? FIENDS!!!!
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26-06(Jun)-2005 Sunday
Our beloved dog Milo died today. Milo was more than a dog. To me, he was the guardian of our home & my little brother. May God bless him.
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29-08(Aug)-2005 Monday
If there were a Hell in my family, it'd be Dad. What kind of father doesn't give a damn about his family's welfare, health & respect? He never gives us money unless we beg from him, & he'll use that as an excuse when asking us a favor. Asking? He forces us to do things, & if we don't he'll yell & holler as if it's Hell on Earth, which how things are when he's around. Mom has to use her savings to keep us alive most of the time, & she's not even working. & the fact about Mom's car. He's the one using it all the time. He won't let Mom use it, & when he does it's only when Mom has to be his chauffeur! He doesn't give us the freedom of speech or 2nd opinion, he'll go ballistic when we talk back (even if we were right & he was stupidly-wrong). He is a liar, a story-maker, an alcoholic, a lazy bum, a stubborn mule, a 1-sided & unfair living incarnation of Injustice! & he's a moron!!!! The Hell of this family.
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24-12(Dec)-2005 Saturday
I'VE HAD IT!! I have been stepped on, ignored, gossiped & abused for to long! THE TIME HAS COME TO CHANGE!!
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28-12(Dec)-2005 Wednesday
I saw The Devil's eyes. I saw it when mom tried to smash me with a broad, wooden stick & threaten to kill Coreena & Luna. Dad was helping her. I saw the eyes again when she tried to slash me with a knife. I know that they were The Devil's eyes. Because they glowed but didn't glitter, the colored ring around the pupils have disappeared, & there was evil all over mom's face. Ya Allah, please help Thy servant.
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10-02(Feb)-2006 Friday
My family is a bunch of traitors. My mom is a traitor. My dad is a traitor. My sister is a traitor. Except my brother.
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1-04(Apr)-2006 Saturday 12.44am
My mother is a real FIEND. She WANTS bad things to happen to me. She WANTS me to suffer. She even ENJOYS having me suffer for no reason. It's as if she deliberately feeds on my PAIN & SUFFERING. But I guess that's what FIENDS are all about. These 'Demons on Earth' devour the PAIN & SUFFERING of all living things. No wonder my life is becoming a living Hell, because of people like these! & to 'add oil on fire' (make things worse), MLP End of the Dreams still hasn't accepted my character AFTER A WHOLE 2 MONTHS!!!!
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22-04(Apr)-2006 Saturday
My whole family thinks that I'm a hypocrite. Fine! I WON'T SHARE ANYTHING WITH THEM EVER AGAIN!!
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25-05(May)-2006 Thursday
They all betrayed me. They all deserted me. They were never on my side. FINE! THEN I SHALL MAKE THEM ALL MY ENEMIES!!
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10-06(Jun)-2006 Saturday
My family treats me like garbage yet they still depended on me to get work done. How PATHETIC.
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11-11(Nov)-2006 Saturday
My parents are MONSTERS.
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30-11(Dec)-2006 Saturday
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
No socializing with my family.
Not giving information to my family.
No concerning myself on my family's troubles & worries.
Not supporting family in their views, ideas, debate, etc.
Not giving them spiritual assistance, guidance, advice or protection.
11-01(Jan)-2007
A very dreadful person lives within my house. That person happens to be my mother, Rana Elsie Nair.
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31-01(Jan)-2007
The Cyber Cafe near our house is so LOUSY that only 1 computer out of 50 has a floppy drive! To make matters worse, that only floppy-useable computer is always being used by some idiot who is always playing Counter Strike for hours! Damn it!
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17-02(Feb)-2007
The NEW Road Rovers series… The NEW Chip & Dale Rescue Rangers series… My Little Pony RPG forums… Starbucks Coffee… Am I destined never to have any of these?
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26-03(Mar)-2007
A monster lives within my house. That monster is Rana Elsie Nair.
Also, Myra Emilia Durasit is so lazy to do her schoolwork & too stupid to use a computer… that she forces me to do all the work for her!
Finally, Mosman is so stupid & stubborn that he must be an un-evolved homo erectus!
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2-04(Apr)-2007
The Silence has returned. The nothingness is born.
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5-04(Apr)-2007
I saw a real-life 'shooting star' for the very 1st time of my life at roughly 11.06 pm.
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25-04(Apr)-2007
"Day of Forsaken Prayers". Dad's not at home, giving us more work & headache. Those damn Sabah Electricity imbeciles cut the electrical power & gave us a time of Hell. Plus those with Myra's stupid school management, bloody weather & stupid cats. THIS IS THE WORST DAY EVER!!!!
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3-05(May)-2007
Mum & Dad share the same brain, the same mouth, the same heart, & the same allegiance to the CONSPIRACY. My family ARE traitors!
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7-05(May)-2007
MUM & DAD ARE SUCH A LIARS!! Blind Accuser + Story Maker = LIAR
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29-05(May)-2007
[RANA ELSIE NAIR] IS A MONSTER. SHE IS A BLIND ACCUSER. SHE IS A STORY-MAKER. SHE IS A LIAR. SHE IS A BELIEVER OF LIES & A NON-BELIEVER OF THE TRUTH. SHE GIVES NO JUSTICE. SHE GIVES NO LIBERTY. SHE DOESN'T RESPECT GOD & HIS TEACHINGS. SHE THINKS SHE IS BETTER THAN GOD. SHE THINKS SHE COULD DO ANYTHING SHE WANTS. SHE IS NOT A PROTECTOR. SHE IS NOT A SAVIOUR. SHE IS A DESTROYER. SHE IS A KILLER. SHE IS A MURDERER. SHE IS THE DEVIL'S FOLLOWER. SHE IS A SERVANT OF THE CONSPIRACY WHICH AIMS TO DESTROY SOCIETY AS WE KNOW IT. SHE IS A THREAT TO ALL LIFE. SHE IS EVIL. SHE MUST BE PUNISHED.
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26-06(Jun)-2007
I've been DISTURBED, INTERFERED & INTERUPTED as much as 1,518 times a year & I'm sick of it! & Mosman is both a NONBELIEVER & an UNBELIEVER, yet he believes in lies & promises from The Devil.
Anyhow, today is Milo's Death Anniversary. May your soul be in peace & your spirit be happy, Milo.
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27-06(Jun)-2007
The 3 Cyber Cafes near our house are SOOO LOUSY!
The 1st CC suffers from continuous network breakdowns. The Internet connection breaks up so many times that it's impossible to Log Out from your network accounts.
The 2nd CC has no 3.5-inch Floppy Disk drives.
The 3rd CC goes through several renovations, over & over again!
& none of them gave any compensation when problems occur. Money-grubbers.
This means that I must:
1) Only go to the Cyber Café once a week.
2) Only use the computer you're familiar with & has the most reliable software.
3) Make sure that the Internet connection is functioning properly.
4) Secure the network Privacy & Security.
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20-07(Jul)-2007
Rana did it on purpose. She let the cats into my room. Let them sleep & shit all over my bed. She wanted it to happen, because she's EVIL.
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24-07(Jul)-2007
Rana Elsie Nair put a curse on me, saying that I'll be sial (damned) for life. What did I do to deserve this Evil? Sometimes it's better if you don't exist. Nobody can hurt you.
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6-08(Aug)-2007
I dreamt of meeting, befriending & riding back home on the back of a Hippogriff! A Siamese cat-colored, shy yet friendly Hippogriff the size of a pony.
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25-08(Aug)-2007
Rana tried to kill me with a knife today. She said, "I won't give you a proper burial or a death ceremony!" I escaped, but she managed to slash my thumb! Now I know why she hates hearing me pray… because she's a Demon!
THAT IS IT!! IT IS TIME FOR THE DESTROYING ANGEL TO WEAVE THE THREAD OF PUNISHMENT UNTO THIS FIEND KNOWN AS RANA ELSIE NAIR. PREPARE, RANA, FOR THE DAY OF RETRIBUTION DRAWS NEAR. YOU SHALL NOT BE FORGIVEN…
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Lamentations
Posted Feb 23, 2007
The NEW Road Rovers series… The NEW Chip & Dale Rescue Rangers series… My Little Pony RPG forums… Starbucks Coffee… Am I destined never to enjoy any of these?
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I want a better Life.
Posted May 20, 2006
My life is going down the drain. No matter how hard I pray for it to get better, it only seems to get worse.... I wish for a better LIFE.
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Cryptozoology Wolf
Posted Aug 23, 2005
Cryptozoology? Hidden creatures? Dragons? Werewolves? Loch Ness Monster? Pegasus? Minotaur? Chimerae? Sphinx? Lamassu?
JUST ASK ME & I'LL TRY TO HELP WITH MY KNOWLEDGE OF "CRYPTOZOOLOGY"!
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