simply scruff singing a rainbow

I found a little pixie treeeee
Climbed up to see what i could seeeee
Now nothing ever bothers meeee
Because I have my pixie treeee

yes indeed! I have officially become a putneyite, I am happy to report that I am no longer kipping on my mate's living room floor, I am no longer jobless and I no longer care that I split up with ex (who's he again?)

Just moved in to lovely lovely flat in Putney and am houseproud for the first time in my life! For a whole week the first thing i've done every morning is clean the kitchen, the most i could bring myself to do before was brush crumbs off the soffa...and hide them under the rug.

I have just found a fantastic job as a support worker to children with special needs and their families. DREAM COME TRUE!!

Karma has indeed stopped being a c*nt and decided to be kind for once

scruff x

So it stands thusly......

split up with boyfriend of 2 years, can no longer stay at his for the summer, am homeless as of Tuesday, need a job, want to go home to Wales but can't due to the last point.

Still at least it's sunny

A description for those weird moments when you remember feelings from a very long time ago.

Yesterday, when walking nowhere,
Somewhere else in useless thought,
I came across some cherished moment,
something old that I forgot,
Remember those? Those daydream moments,
Things that faded long ago,
Now shining bright for just that second.
Then they change, then drift, then go.
I wish I didn't know what life is,
All the trouble it can be,
I'd hold that thought with all my passion,
Never let it leave me.

Yesterday I knew a second,
where I never felt more loved,
But now it's stored back tidly,
in useless thoughts where it belongs,
I wish I could have captured it,
But now it's changed and now it's gone,
See I was just a witness and my thoughts moved on.

grrr haven't been around here for ages and ages and feeling very 'out of the loop' but am tres busy with performance project at uni. Just finished making a website asking for contributions from members of the public so if anyone wants to have a look and to maybe even contribute it's www.geocities.com/scrufflet_the_1st can't remember if i'm allowed to do that or not but ho hum. just as a warning the performance is taking place in a graveyard and i'm aware some people might be uncomfotable with this. some of us certainly are. anyway that's my warning.

scruff x