Hi I'm suziq
I am a 47 yr old woman who is very attractive I'v been told. I have no children and have been in several long term relationships but never married. I was misdiagnosed as a bipolar for 10 yrs and now have the DID with split personality disorder. This has ruined my life. I believe I know what happened to me when I was a baby and then had a series of traumas after that. I live on disability in a nice apartment with my Siamese cat named baby girl. I just lost a boyfriend that I was going to marry but my illness ruined that for me again. I am in therapy with a psychologist and go to a group called DBT which means dialectical behavioral therapy which is excellent but takes a while to get down! I am also getting sober from a history of drug and alcohol abuse. I was just on methadone and fentenayl for degenerative disc disorder for my back and I became hooked on them. I want to get better and get married and maybe adopt a child or even be a foster mom some day. I'm trying to get some stability in my life. I want a decent life with a family of my own which I've never had. I want to travel and have a nice home and I've even thought about starting my own business. I try to work part time when I can. I am also planning on returning to college and getting a associates degree or maybe a bachelors in the medical field. I think its possible. I get afraid sometimes about dealing wich some past abuse issues hence the drug abuse for yrs. But now at my age I know I what I want and I want to fight that fear and get that life I want.
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