h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

A very drunk landlord appeared in the pub, last night... just on/after closing time, and insisted I have a rum... so I did (semeingly from his own private bottle from behind the bar... naughty naughty).
he was... bad mouthin off his ex-whife, in a way... I don't find very appealing not what one does, IMO. he was exceptionally drunk mind chatted to him a while... and things, before coming home and going beddies
slept late, ish, well, I slept which is good, and woke circa 7, getting up about 8.30 once W had woken
spent mos tof th e day becoming a teenager going through pubety including that I went to bed, midafternoon and slept until 6 PM, and... err... had too... well... a few times too during the being in bed
and, woke starving hungry ate a large bar of choc whilst I woke up and drank some tea, then cooked dinner.
OH, and W went home, about lunchtime but he's back again Wednesday.
He's sold his house now, will be moving in here, by March, and some time round then/after that we'll get married
err... oh, and went to Lush again... err, actually think that was yesterday, and bought more gorgous stuff for epic bathing - I only do epic bathing now
bought a new green linen blazer online this afternoon, which oughta arrive tomorrow so then I'll have the red blazer/jacket and a green blazer/jacekt, so I can colour coordinate still must try find a few more linen blouses, to replace some old shirts and blouses
shoes is the main problem... I can't find any shoes in Cambridge. seriously. male or female. they're all horrible, or not what I want and I've no idea what shoe size I am now, my feet appear to have grown during chemo. as have my ankles. oddly.
currently mainlining fennel tea, and listening to D&B on headphones, loudly, and some heavy metal too.
sort of existing and not existing at the same time. just floating about inside a vacuum inside my head so though
Hopefully will meet up with W's daugher, for tea/coffee Wednesday afternoon; I'm still trying to persuade her to go for a shopping trip with me afterall I'll be her... hmm.... step mum soon?
I think she always though I was somewhat derranged. now, she is seemingly even more convinced.
apparently she's bought me a feather boa!
I. kid. you. not.

see. I'm quite sane really. its eeryone else thats outsaine.

so tired. must drink more tea.