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Welcome to this Researcher's Journal. If you'd like to comment on anything they have written here, just click the relevant 'Discuss this Entry' button. Crazy Days And Summer Wine....
(Feb 20, 2009)
I don't know why I chose that as a title, it reminds of an album many years ago.
Anyway, this will be a place to keep a record of events around my mental health, oops I have revealed I am that person on the Dark Side Of The Moon I thought about when a lot younger, I never really liked Pink Floyd much apart from that album about insanity mainly, which brings me nestly onto todays 8am events,lol
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I shaved my hair off at 8am with hardly a second thought A La Britney Spears and burst into tears after, I expect Britney cried too at the feeling of being out of control. I had been fighting the urge to do it for days and indeed a couple of days ago I got to a No2 crop, today it was No1 the proper Skinhead crop and as far as you can go with electric clippers.
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I rushed into lounge and put the first Clash album on very loud on headphones and took up a Crucifix stance infront of mirror feeling elated and powerful, but totally out of control and unhappy inside. I felt like Skinhead posing for an article or album cover and knew how ill this was really.
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It all went on for an hour and came down into a depressed heap in the bath instantly, after making animal noises and scaring the neighbours, it scared me too as knew this was the worst episode yet. While in Crucifix position in lounge, music and even clothes touching me felt differant.
It is happening every 2 or 3 days now and suspect my Phychiatrist, a new one, thinking on his first time of ever seeing me, thinking the old shrink was wrong about thinking it was Bi Polar, is wrong himself. It sure seems like fast cycling Bi Polar Disorder to me, and if it isn't it is something pretty serious anyway so doesn'tt really matter what they call it!
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I have an MRI brain scan soon so if that is clear they will be able to give me differant medication.
You might think it odd I give so much personal detail on here, well no one knows who I am on here or knows where I live so it is ok, also it might help others to seek help!
If you are depressed go see your doctor, especially if you are male as males tend to leave it too long. I certainly did and look how I turned out,lol!
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Strangely's Wildlife Corner.
(May 20, 2008)
This is the place that I will record wildlife happenings of interest, anyone is welcome to add comments about wildlife in general!
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I became more serious about birdwatching around a. year ago after just enjoying country walks, I also love to see rabbits, Dragonflies, frogs, etc. I bought binos and a fieldguide and have been lucky enough to see Kingfisher, Treecreeper, assorted Woodpeckers and even a black Squirrel while on holiday!
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If I have a favourite bird it would be Green Woodpecker as find them interesting and commical at times with their laugh and strange face. I also like birds like Kestrals and Sparrow Hawks as have a mystery about them. I saw a Buzzard type bird over the local nature reserve I belong to and to see it glide upwards on the warm air for 5 mins without a single wingbeat was fantastic!
My local reserve is a disused reservoir filled in in parts to form channels and ponds. Although I think the Lapwings there are fascinating with the head feathers and noisey flight I prefer land birds more.
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I am not a bird expert nor twitcher as just enjoy watching birds, even Starlings, with their vibrating neck feathers as they plip and ping away as they sing out.
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