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I'm leaving, soon. Going to Israel for three weeks.
To be with Yael, whom I love more than anything.
See you on the other side.
Enjoy and cherish every minute, friend. I wish you both a fabulous time. 
Bye! Try not to cause an international incident!
Wow, that's pretty cool. Talk about motivation, talk about drive. Nice. Have fun, don't do anything I wouldn't do.
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Have fun. 
I remember how scared I was when I went over to see Beck two weeks ago. I was incredibly nervous about all the traveling involved as I had never just gone off on my own before. I had never been to England before either, so I had no idea about buses or trains, or anything like that, and I arrived over there completely bemused. It was only after I arrived in Beck's uni campus that I got nervous about meeting her for the first time. It was odd as when we first met it was as if I had met her before in person when I obviously hadn't.
It was different for us though as even though we had admitted that we thought we were in love with each other, we certainly weren't in a relationship. Hell, it was two and a half days before I finally plucked up the courage to kiss her, and that was over half-way through my trip. But it was all worth it in the end. She's even better in person than I dared to let myself dream. And I love her more than anything I've ever known.
I hope that your trip goes better than mine did. 
Although leaving her isn't going to be fun...
Oh, we know.  Being without him is hard enough as it is; don't know how I could get used to it again after getting to be with him for 18 days.
But it's only temporary. There'll always be a next time...
And someday, no more goodbyes. 
Yes, I have a calendar on my wall which I'm using to count down the days until she comes to visit me. 49 days to go...
It is rather odd to go from being a "normal" couple and then being forced to become an internet couple. It's like taking a massive step backwards in a way. And what's even more odd is the fact that ever since Beck set the date for her trip over here it's like as if I've been living at that date, and the present which I'm experiancing is a memory.  But that probably has a lot to do with tiredness due to my job.
But, as you said, one day there'll be no more goodbyes. 
Yeah, I know what you mean. Suspended existence.
I haven't really been able to concentrate on anything for... well, months, I guess. *shrug*
I can understand that perfectly. When I first accepted that I had these feelings for her I couldn't focus on anything else for weeks. I even lost a job interview because I just didn't care about it (although I ended up getting a better job, so I put that down to fate). Even now I find it hard not to think about her.
Hmm? What?
Sorry, I wasn't listening... 
Yeah.
I blame him for me not working on any of the papers I should be working on. Even though it's my fault, really.
It'll all work out, eventually.
I don't blame her, I thank her for distracting me from boring work.
Boring work? Next to her, what's exciting?
Anyway, thanks, everyone. 
I'm in London-Heathrow right now, and not really liking it. Not because it's not a charming, albeit odd, place, but just because this isn't where I need to be.
I need to be with Yael.
And soon, I will be.
 Yeah. Soon.
I love you.
I love you, too.
Here, anyway, for those who don't know.
Here being Israel.
And having a great time.
I'm gonna miss the other side.
 Me too.
*Logs off*
(what's the point of   smileys when I got the real thing? )
Good, now that you're gone, I can put this  here...
 Stop tickling me!!!
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