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Posted Apr 6, 2003 by blaue Augen | | Post: 1
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When I was pregnant with my son I was so fearful that I wouldn't love him. I already had my daughter and I knew I loved her, even before she was born. But it was different with my son. Maybe because I already knew the love of my first child and understood it (to the extent that I can understand it.) I felt I had so much love for her that couldn't possibly be any left for someone else. And it pained me to think of loving one child less than another. I feel having favorites of your children is terrible (not just because my mother always said that there cannot be favorites among children, but because of the tragedy of it.) And everyone told me, oh, it will be OK. You will love the new child too. But I just couldn't help being afraid. But the instant he was born, he cried and it engulfed me. Where did it come from ... all this new love I felt? I don't know, but it is the most beautiful.
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Posted Apr 6, 2003 by anhaga
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did I mention I cry a lot around here?
I hope they are not always sad tears.
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Posted Apr 6, 2003 by anhaga
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no. sometimes joy.
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