An angel without wings
Mar 4, 2005
I haven't been on hootoo in a while because of a lot of RL commitments, I probably won't be on for another week at least.
But I just felt, as I had a spare five minutes, that I had to post this journal entry.
My best friend is moving away tomorrow to live in a flat with her boyfriend and start a whole new life; I have cried an awful lot over this as she is the only person in my home town who understands me and who I can talk to.
She's been there for me for years now and we've been through a helluva lot together from dating (each other and other people) to Star Wars and I don't remember even having one argument with her.
I know that I will miss her so very much and that I'll probably cry some more over her leaving (hell I'm crying now) but I just want her to know that I wish her all the happiness that life could ever bring and all the luck in the world with her new flat, new job and new life.
Hun, you are my angel without wings 
February 1st
Feb 1, 2005
Today is my 18th birthday and, even though I've been into college for the last 4 hours wearing a big novelty badge that says 'I AM 18 TODAY' (which my mum forced on my 
), nobody at college bar one person has wished me a happy birthday.
Back at last
Jan 17, 2005
I have missed hootoo, I have missed everyone on hootoo, I have missed the nonsense the seriousness the issues the RPGs the friendships the amniocities, everything.
Mostly I have missed *my* friends.....
Needing a hug
Nov 19, 2004
I am involved in a very important production on my Performing Arts course at the moment; it is a TIE (Theatre in Education) production to be performed to Secondary school children. I am also getting ready to grade to orange belt in karate and am getting ready for a karate competition where I am entering with Kata's.
As if that wasn't enough (as it is all happening in the same week) I found out a couple of days ago that on the opening day of No Pasaran (the show I am in) my mum goes into hospital for a hysterectomy.
I know this is quite a routine op but there has been complications and it will be dangerous
I just need a hug, please
Notified Absence
Sep 14, 2004
Right....this is how my first couple of hours back at college went...
[Tutor] The first project this term will be Greek theatre, we will be splitting into 2 groups, one doing a Greek tragedy and the other a comedy. This will be performed three weeks from now
[Class] WHAT?!?!
[Tutor] Tomorrow you must find your own audition pieces and prepare them with background and research, Wednesday you will be having Voice tution, Thursday you will be auditioning and Friday we will give you the parts. The next three weeks will then be intense rehearsal before the performance which must be at a professional standard
[Class] AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Therefore, as such I will not be on hootoo very much for the next three weeks or so until after the performance. There will be at least 2 days a week however, when I will be able to sort out my blog to a certain extent.
Scandrea, hun, can you control Syian for me?
Lil, can you bully Tetsu around?
And can Rob, himura, Liquid, lil and Jack control Sota?
So as of now this is a goodbye....*waves*
Wondered
Sep 6, 2004
I have always had so many questions; I guess I'm just writing them down because I wonder if this will help me order them in my head.
It's not an important entry so feel free to delete it at this point.
Why me? I guess that is the first question; out of all the different incarnations that could have been made on the night of conception....why me? If it hadn't been me all this wouldn't have happened; blissful ignorance of life.
Is there an afterlife? Do I want there to be an afterlife? The way I see it is that heaven is a backhanded gift, you get in but maybe loads of the people you care so deeply about don't. And hell, how can it be worse than life? It can't.
Why are some people doomed to hurt everyone around them no matter how hard they try to the contrary, no matter how much they want to keep people happy and help and please everyone they just end up sticking their own foot in their mouth and digging their own grave. Surely these people should just leave, then they can't hurt those around them any more. But then by leaving they hurt them too; it is a no-win situation and nothing works.
How do you survive?
Results
Aug 19, 2004
I have just received my AS level results. I got 3 Distinctions and an A 
which means I got the highest marks I could have possibley got 
I am now in a state of shock and must wait for it to sink in......
The official York meet story
Aug 3, 2004
The official story can be found here
A2889165
A Possible goodbye
Jun 25, 2004
Certain RL events in the past week have led me to the conclusion that I might leave hootoo for good.
I haven't decided this fully, but I thought I better warn you all
Shameless self-promotion
Jun 3, 2004
Hey everybody!!!
Yes you....*grabs all passers-by*
Go and see A2697249 it took me ages to complete and now I'm so happy
York mini-meet
Jun 1, 2004
The York mini-meet will take place on the 29-31 of July this year. You may come for just the one date or all that is entirely up to what you can afford (as, of course, if you are staying you have to think of accomadation)
There will be a meal in the evening followed by a night of......
Hopefully we should be meeting in the morning of 29th at York Station at 11am, please turn up!
Any questions?
Love
May 28, 2004
This is probably of little or no interest to all of you but I am truly and deeply in love.
She is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, her eyes could they get any more expressive. I just get lost in them.
She makes me laugh and picks me up when I feel down, she is my reason for living and I couldn't do without her.
So this is just to let the world know that I am in love!!
3 Great Things...
May 13, 2004
Oh my god, three great hootoo things have happened today!!
1. My Princess Leia and Han Solo entries are on the front page, I'm in the edited guide
2. I finally finished my A-page...(you Shadow Realmers will know about that)
3. My interview in the Post has been published today!!!!!!!!!
Billy-no-mates of the emailing world
Apr 13, 2004
Nobody ever seems to email me 
Or if they do then it's a forward or a junk email.
I keep accessing my account but nobody loves me....oh what am I to do?
Proud
Mar 19, 2004
Ok, I'm so proud of myself I sort of mastered GuideML (with help from GodBen, thanks ) and created my very own realm.
It's dedicated to making nonsense compulsory and waging war on random people, and squirrels!
Join me please! (Shameless self-promoting
)
A2438750
Continental colds
Mar 15, 2004
I have just come back from Italy with a present for myself...
...the flu 
I'm all snuffly and feverish, but at least I can say it's a continental case of the flu as it comes all the way from Lake Garda to York, England
12 times
Mar 4, 2004
It happened again
I was innocently crossing a road and a car came and knocked me over....I need a smiley.
I hate it when I get knocked down because it brings back the memories of the first time and the operations....
Sorry for rambling, I just needed to vent my feelings, it always really shakes me when that happens
Italy
Mar 1, 2004
I am going on a trip to Italy with my Performing Arts course on Sunday, this will be for a whole week! 
I am looking forward to it but I am afraid that when I get back I will, not only hav missed out on loads, but I will have a HUGE amount of backlog to deal with 
What should I do???
PS...I'll miss you all
Bad essay
Feb 24, 2004
Oops...I just tried to hand in an essay to my law tutor signed as Gerald the Monarch of the Giant Purple Potato People....damn the Thingite!!! 
I almost wrote it in GuideML but just about restrained myself...
Oops
A hug and a thanks
Feb 23, 2004
I just want to say a big thank-you to everyone who has been nice enough to talk to me and even make friends with me
This means so much to me and I think you are all great
Funny but rude joke
Jan 14, 2004
I just heard this joke and, although it's rude, I laughed until I fell off my chair and then I laughed some more....
A man went to a fancy dress party wearing nothing but a jam jar over his penis. He got a lot of shocked and strange looks at the party but no-one said anything until a woman dressed as Little Bo Peep asked him who or what he was supposed to be. He replied "I'm a fireman." Bo Peep asked him to explain and he said....
"Break the glass, pull the knob and I'll come as fast as I can!"
Heehee
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