I finally have a CAS PLACEMENT!!!
Oct 14, 2003
First i will write about how i miss everyone in my old school and how i am so lonely in my new one becuse i have no friends!!!!!
I MISS YOU GUYS SOOOOOOOOO MUCH, I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FEEL LIKE THIS, YOU ROTTEN PIGS!!!!
Ok now I will tell you about how I have been seperated from the herd... its because while they are doing As levels and A-levels, I am doing the IB (International-Baccaleurette(is that how it's spelt?)). I was really pleased with my GCSE results especially my maths, because it means that I could go into the higher group(you need a minimum of an A for that). I wanted that because at the moment I would love to become an architecture person, unfortunately I have just learned that we are studying things at degree level!!!!! So we have been learning polynomials, partial fractions, functions of x and now we are moving onto 'pretend numbers'. How can you pretend what a number is? It either is a number or isn't!
Anyway, back to the subject at hand... I have got a CAS placement!!! . I have volunteered at oxfam, and on fridays I am volunteering at my local hospital (aswell as other days).I am going to be very buissy this year, because on tuesdays I am going to sign language classes, on thursdays i go to dutch lessons so i wont be doing any homework then... i have organised a year 7 disco for 2 moro so i wont b back home till 10, what a sad life... but i will be doing the Duke of Edingburgh silver soon, as well as other things... when do I get to do my homework then?
Anyway... talking of homework I better go and do it...
Jul 28, 2003
I am currently abroad, but i have had a whole week with out the computer, and i miss it soooooooo....
rowing camp finished on saturday but this means my broder and sister quickly went , which is great coz i have the place all to myself!!!
This is truely a momentous day
Jun 16, 2003
What can i say?
I had my last exam today!
I don't know how I have done but at least i have done it!
NO MORE GRAPHICS!
now i can sit back and pig out on and hang out with my friends .
It was very emotional as my friends and i stepped over the barrior for the Last time ...but what a feeling!
Jan 28, 2003
Hey! I am back from PE and I survived. I was actually quiet proud because the sporty, clever, atheletic friends of mine played against me and I didn't do to badly. I actually kept a ralley going! (this is an acheivement for me). I am also swamped by work that I don't know where to start. My home situation isn't helping at all. So, I guess that life is a b***h... ahh well
28th of Jan
Jan 28, 2003
Hi! I am a bit naughty..seeing as i am writing this when I am supposed to be working.I am about to do PE...wish me luck!
Dec 22, 2002
I know that I am rather new to h2g2 but when i earlier wrote that i have alot of troubles i really meant it.
I have been physically and emotinally abused by my father and I have only reccently been telling my friends. Infact when i told Tishura she was really worried and told me to talk about it and she gave me a book and it said exactly the same thing.
That is the main reason why i joined h2g2...because i might get to talk to people who might be going through the same thing (if they can admitt to it) aswell as being able to speak freely about it without getting in to trouble.
I have been physically abused since i was four and i normally get bruises on my arm. I have had boxes, mugs, vases etc thrown at me...infact that was what got my father caught out. One of my school friends saw the marks by accident and told a teacher. I had to lie to the teacher, however, they phoned up my father and he got extremely mad. He beat me up really baddly and moved onto emotionall abuse.
I have an extreme 'victim mentality' and it is taking me along time to come to terms with the fact that it isn't my fault. I hate the emotionall abuse so much...it's worse then the beating I used to get. It is so extreme that i have been cutting myself (self mutilation I think it is called) for two years. I have tried to stop but everytime my father shouts about how useless I am to the fact where I am not allowed by the table to come and eat, I get so depressed that i get a kitchen knife and cut myself (when he is asleep). He doesn't hurt my sister or brother so i don't see it as a problem, and i won't tell an adult cause I don't want him to be taken away seeing as we recently lost my mother.
I have to admitt that I was so nervous about writing this up so people could see how messed up my life is...but i do feel better. If anyone might be going through the same thing please tell me!!!
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